So im not the most positive person right now, nor the happiest, but im trying, im trying... Im feeling so alone, and abandoned, killed and forgotten, and. I. Just. Want. You! Im fighting every day to survive, to endure, to wait for you to come back to me, to see you one more time and kiss you, and hug you.

It's hopeless!

I do not handle lonelyness very good, and I can't really take care of myself either. The worst thing is I just keep thinking that you'll go back there, and leave me >again<, and school dosen't matter, and work dosen't matter, im not reasonable with this!

Im.

Not.

Reasonable.

REMEMBER! You think you can explain to me, you think you can get me to see the logic, but i'll keep seeing it as you abandoned me, and I keep seeing it as you put me in second place. Im crashing, and im crshing hard baby. And I did it all for you.

See you at the bitter end.